October 18, 2005
There, I've said it
I'm lonely.
Are you happy? I know some of you have been waiting for me to admit that to myself and the rest of the world for a long time now, but I haven't been ready. I dont' really have any defenses left, so now you have it. I'm lonely; I'm tired of spending most of my time alone and I'm really tired of sleeping alone. I'm not bitter, or angry, or desperate by any means, just a little bit lonely.
So there you have it. I've been avoiding it for weeks and now it's out there. I hate that I even feel it, much less that I've now said it to the crazy world of people who don't read my diary, but whatcha gonna do?
dcdemocrat at 12:34 am
